06.02.25 - added to the photos section

06.01.25 - it was lilac fest today, the streets were super busy. did my first c3 since top surgery when i went climbing with ben.

05.31.25 - went to loophole for the first time to meet landry. felt like i got to talk about the thoughts ive been having reading amaro's the black technical object with somebody who understood what i was trying to get at. made me realize that when thinking about machine learning, ai, symbols, data, etc. the next necessary thought is something in the vein of dialectical materialism. but different, because data is both material and not. makes me think of the mind/body problem/the hard problem of consciousness when put in that way. somehting transcendental. but peculiarily human in its formulation. anyways. in the evening went to dickens for the generic lesbian party, it was a lot of fun. i understand now the tboy and lesbian aliance. ace competed in the flexing category and it was fun to cheer them on. a very stimulating day indeed. goodbye may.

05.29.25 - watched friendship with anton at the plaza today. it was very funny but also i related a bit too much to tim robinsons character i am afraid, and so it was kind of sad to watch lol. had the thought that tim robinson's character would be like the modern day deleuzean schizo lol basically like beckett's molloy. the only one properly reacting to the insanity of the world around them. it was my first time at the plaza. i learned that me and tim robinson have the same birthday. well anyways.

05.28.25 - first pull up since i had top surgery almost 7 weeks ago. saw oliver perform at shelf life. had pizza in the park with cj.

05.27.25 - god help me i feel like shit.

05.26.25 - sat outside shirtless by the river with ace. the wind felt nice.

05.25.25 - shelf life zine fair. got some prints, zines, shirts, etc. spent a lot of money.

05.24.25 - ice cream cake for breakfast. went to shelf life with the gift card maddy gave me.

05.23.25 - it is my 28th birthday. yippee!

05.18.25 - i finished reading simulations by jean bauldrillard for the first time! i have thoughts about reality tv, rna, and statistical analysis